40615, persembahan untuk kalian dan segala kenangan yang berusaha kita sisihkan.
“Bukan lupa yang ingin kubisa, melainkan mengingat dan baik-baik saja.”
(Dewi Dee Lestari, 2018)
Selamat Malam Natal,
Djandie Imanta Kasih Sayang Sembiring Meliala.
Salam dari Bandung,
semoga damai menyertai hatimu senantiasa.
Jujur saja,
jauh lebih mudah kembali ke mana semuanya bermula
jika semua sudah perlahan berganti jadi baik-baik saja.
Pada akhirnya aku memang memilih bersusah payah,
sedangkan kau justru menempuh jalan paling mudah.
Nyatanya bahkan sekian lama kita jadi sepasang,
namun tak pernah sungguh sama-sama berjuang
’tuk bisa bersama selamanya di masa mendatang.
80226, september sad to remember.
“Di titik ini saya berhenti, meraba dada saya yang sunyi.
Di titik ini saya sadar, bahwa tidak semua hal yang kita inginkan
akan kita dapatkan.
Harus ada perkara yang kita relakan.”
(Langit Amaravati, 2017)
Masa sembilan tahun wajib belajar sabar
telah tuntas saat ikhlas benar melepas.
Tentu saja Cinta juaranya.
Sadar tetap dia yang terpilih,
biarkan mereka akan tersisih.
Sementara sunyi sendiri,
tak pernah mau berhenti
menunggu yang pergi
untuk pulang kembali.
40161, no i cannot sleep knowing you'll be gone.
You close your eyes and leave me naked by your side
You close the door so i can't see
The love you keep inside
The love you keep for me.
It fills me up
It feels like living in a dream
It fills me up so i can't see
The love you keep inside
The love you keep for me.
I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
It gives me time to stay
to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
I wish by God you'd stay.
I stay awake
I stay awake and watch you breathe
I stay awake and watch you fly
Away into the night
Escaping through a dream.
I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
I wish by God you’d stay.
Hey! Stay!
I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
I wish by God you’d stay
Stay
Stay
I wish by God you’d stay.
@40161, hening dini membuatku berani tidur lagi dan bermimpi - seburuk apapun.
Indonesian
Bukankah Kami telah melapangkanmu untukmu dadamu?
Dan Kami telah menghilangkan daripadamu bebanmu
yang memberatkan punggungmu?
Dan Kami tinggikan bagimu sebutan (nama) mu.
Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.
Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.
Maka apabila kamu telah selesai (dari satu urusan), maka kerjakanlah dengan sungguhsungguh (urusan) yang lain.
Dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah hendaknya kamu berharap.
English
Have We not expanded to you your chest (Prophet Mohammed)?
And relieved you of your burden
that weighed down your back?
Have We not raised your remembrance?
Indeed, hardship is followed by ease.
Indeed, hardship is followed by ease.
So, when you have finished (your prayer), labor (in supplication).
And let your longing be for your Lord (in humility).
@40161, i can see it's coming but i can do nothing.
Begini cara kerja sesuatu yang engkau sebut cinta;
Engkau bertemu seseorang lalu perlahan-lahan merasa nyaman berada di sekitarnya. Jika dia dekat, engkau akan merasa utuh dan terbelah ketika dia menjauh. Keindahan adalah ketika engkau merasa ia memerhatikanmu tanpa engkau tahu. Sewaktu kemenyerahan itu meringkusmu, mendengar namanya disebut pun menggigilkan akalmu. Engkau mulai tersenyum dan menangis tanpa mau disebut gila.
Berhati-hatilah...
Kelak, hidup adalah ketika engkau menjalani hari-hari dengan optimisme. Melakukan hal-hal hebat. Menikmati kebersamaan dengan orang-orang baru. Tergelak dan gembira, membuat semua orang berpikir hidupmu telah sempurna.
Sementara, pada jeda yang engkau buat bisu, sewaktu langit meriah oleh benda-benda yang berpijar, ketika sebuah lagu menyeretmu ke masa lalu, wajahnya memenuhi setiap sudutmu. Bahkan, langit membentuk auranya. Udara bergerak mendesaukan suaranya. Bulan melengkungkan senyumnya.
Bersiaplah...
Engkau akan mulai merengek kepada Tuhan.
Meminta sesuatu yang mungkin itu telah haram bagimu.
@40161, setelah meledak dari sesak.
When I can't see right in your eyes. When I'm surrounded in the craziness of time. When your understanding, is trying hard to stand still. When I wear layers of my pride, you should... undress me, undress me. Unlock this chain and set me free. Remind me to be myself. Undress me, undress me. Unleash my heart and make me see, when I become someone else.
Whenever I'm trapped in this tide. When I forgotten that there is YOU and I. When your persuasion is fighting in a blindfold. When I wear my bad moods to my mouth, you should... undress me, undress me. Unlock this chain and set me free. Remind me to be myself. Undress me, undress me. Unleash my heart and make me see, when I become someone else.
Like a rose without its thorn. Like a bird without a song. Like the fire without the flame. If there's a painless love, we wouldn't be the same.
Undress me, undress me. Unlock this chain and set me free. Remind me to be myself. Undress me, undress me. Unleash my heart and make me see. When I become someone else.
@40161, makna besar dari sajak kecil.
Mencintai angin, harus menjadi siut.
Mencintai air, harus menjadi ricik.
Mencintai gunung, harus menjadi terjal.
Mencintai api, harus menjadi jilat.
Mencintai cakrawala, harus menebas jarak.
Mencintai-Mu, harus menjelma aku.
@40611, terimakasih untuk udara yang tak kasat mata tapi selalu ada.
Pelukan angin lebih erat dibanding tambang yang mengikat,
belaiannya lebih lembut dari sutera yang membalut.
Bahasa angin adalah bahasa kekekalan yang sahaja,
bukan kekebalan yang membaja.
Mulailah mengejanya dengan nafas, ada seutas pesan yang hendak sampai.
Tak perlu kau berusaha memeluknya...
dia kan lembut membelaimu,
kan sigap membelamu.
@44177 (akhirnyaaa... kode pos Cikelet Pamengpeuk Garut Selatan!)
-untuk semua yang telah atau akan "kawin, beranak dan berbah'gia"
meninggalkanku sendiri saja...
Indonesian
Aku kira:
beginilah nanti jadinya.
Kau kawin, beranak dan berbah'gia
sedang aku mengembara serupa Ahasveros.
Dikutuk-sumpahi Eros
aku merangkaki dinding buta.
Tak satu jua pintu terbuka.
Jadi baik juga kita padami
unggunan api ini.
Karena kau tidak 'kan apa-apa.
Aku terpanggang tinggal rangka.
English
I guess
these what we will be:
you marry, have baby, and happy
while I wander such Ahasveros.
Cursed by Eros
I creep at the blind wall.
No doors opened at all.
Things will be better
by turn off this fire.
For it will do you no harm.
But it will burn me, no longer warm.
@45363, di tengah hujan dari langit dan mata.
aku adalah sebuah pengakuan dosa, tentang rasa.
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside you will never measure up? To those people you must be strong. Can't show them that you're weak.
Have you ever told someone something that's far from the truth? Let them know that you're okay, just to make them stop all the wondering and questions they may have.
I'm okay... I really am now. Just needed some time to figure things out. Not telling lies... I'll be honest with you. Still we don't know what's yet to come.
Have you ever seen your face in a mirror? There's a smile but inside you're just a mess. You feel far from good. Need to hide 'cause they'd never understand.
Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else? To let go of your disguise, all your worries too. And from that moment then you see things clear.
I'm okay... I really am now. Just needed some time to figure things out. Not telling lies... I'll be honest with you. Still we don't know what's yet to come.
Are you waiting for the day when your pain will disappear? When you know that it's not true what they say about you? You could not care less about the things surrounding. You ignoring all the voices from the walls.
I'm okay... I really am now. Just needed some time to figure things out. Not telling lies... I'll be honest with you. Still we don't know what's yet to come.
@45363, lagunya gue banget!!!
No one ever saw me like you do. All the things that I could up to. I never knew just what a smile was worth, but your eyes say everything without a single word.
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me. It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece. You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be. I never know what you see, but there's somethin' in the way you look at me.
If I could freeze some moment in my mind, be the second that you touch your lips to mine. I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still. 'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel.
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me. It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece. You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be. I never know what you see, but there's somethin' in the way you look at me.
I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes. All I know is it happens every time.
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me. It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece. You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be. I never know what you see, but there's somethin' in the way you look at me.
@45363, andai semudah itu mengartikan cemburu.
You got a new girlfriend, but I still love you. I can't stand the thought of her having a piece of you. What she got that I don't ?! What she do that I won't ?! You must be blind. Take a good look at her... she's not your kind !!! I don't know what I'd do if I saw her with you. I'm jealous... jealous... I'm jealous... out of my mind.
I'd come round and see you, 'cause I want to remind you. But what if she's there? How would I find you?
You got a new baby, but I want you back again. I'm liable to do anything. I might kick her face in. What she got that I don't ?! What she do that I won't ?! You must be blind. Take a good look at her... she's not your kind !!! After all we've been through, I'm devoted to you. I'm jealous... jealous... I'm jealous... out of my mind.
Tol Moh. Toha - Cileunyi, tiga perempat tahun 2003. The driver who sang it for me.
The very first time he sang this song for me seems like ages ago.
Yet I can still feel my blood dripping on the floor... then evaporating to nowhere.
Sure.
I know exactly he wants to be free (of me, from me).
And here I am: trying as hard as I can to let him go,
and heal my wound at the same time.
Apart from me,
may he rest in peace.
Of freedom and happiness.
... (Amen).
"I wanna be free.
Like the blue birds flying by me, like the waves out on the blue sea. If your love has to tie me, don't try me... say goodbye.
I wanna be free.
Don't say you love me, say you like me. But when I need you beside me, stay close enough to guide me... confide in me.
I wanna hold your hand walk along the sand, laughing in the sun... always having fun. Doing all those things without any strings to tie me down.
I wanna be free.
Like the warm September wind, babe. Say you'll always be my friend, babe.
We can make it to the end, babe. Again, babe... I've gotta say I wanna be free,
I wanna be free, I wanna be free."
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