Saturday, May 2

Saturday, May 02, 2009 - No comments

~ C.U.T ~

@45363, try to get back the sanity of me.




She lost her magic, because now she's a pain-addict.
She can only speak and write of how in vain she has been waiting for nothing.


Hey!
Can you tell what should be happening,
if only she stopped right there, 
turning around, 
headed for a new path?


Will she still be safe?
Will she still put hope for you to come running and catch her?


Let me tell you what's going to happen that way.
She will still be hurt. She will still wait.
You won't even care. You never do.


I guess "No." is the absolute answer for her, then.
Anyway she did not stop and turn around.
I tell her to look away, 
but all she did was stubbornly look back and dragged herself back.


Journey back to the past that always reminds her
how the cut forever lasts.




Whether I tell her what it takes to let you go,
she's trapped between.
Shall she stay? Shall she walk away?


I try to understand, 
the first cut is the deepest.
Yet for her, the last cut is more deeper
if it's done by the same precious person.


No matter where she'd go, the ghost of you will follow.
This she can't deny.
She cannot cry because her tears are dry.


"Time heals all wounds.", they say.
Yet shiver and tremble still come, uncontrollable, haunting her chosen way.


She should let go of the hatred past, I say, and open up to present love she's had.