Saturday, September 9

Saturday, September 09, 2017 - , No comments

Sesakit Ini, Sesayang Itu

80226, sesakit ini sebab sesayang itu.


Bagaimana bisa ikhlas melepas,
jika yang dikorbankan adalah perasaan?

Tidaklah mudah untuk berserah
pada apa yang pernah indah.
Ketahuilah, Pa...
Sementara jantungmu terus berdetak, 
nyatanya hatiku masih luluh lantak.

Saturday, September 09, 2017 - , No comments

Menghilangkan Kebiasaan Perayaan

80226, replacement or displacement? 


This is me getting used to be alone:
visiting new places, 
taking new pictures,
having new experiences,
enjoying new companies,
creating new memories.

This is me getting sober:
without any ghost of the past 
lingering to haunt every happiness around the corner.

It does not bleed anymore,
yet sometimes somehow it still really hurts. 
But the good thing is,
I know it matters much to simply ignore.